If you think that’s bad, just envision all the physiological and existential issues you’re instilling in them! ( /s!) On a serious note I have thought the same thoughts after my interactions with my children. In my opinion, the biggest indicators of a good parent to me are: to be present, to always enable your child’s curiosity and wonder, and to know the difference and when to be a parent and when to be a friend them. None are easy. I only know you from this post, but if you’re self-aware enough to worry about if you’re supporting your child (or any child, for that matter) and consciously reviewing your decisions to learn how to be better, you’re probably a pretty good parent. You got this! Good luck, friend.