Mind Shambles
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's.
Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals.
Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse.
Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days).
I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
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He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
Very different role from US corporate data within manufacturing, to . . . A lecturer at a college.
Now, just an interview consisting of a 15 minute 'Micro-teach' session on a related subject in front of an interview panel, in 1.5 weeks to do.
I am nervous but in a positive way, compared to constant anxiety and sadness in my current situation.
Whatever the future brings, I will stay on the positive side and move forwards.
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
I think I would like to refer all sides to another book, slightly newer, but just as 'booky' (has pages and words, just like the others). One by Sir Terry Pratchett (not a prophet, disciple, or guru, just an author). Just one of many books he wrote, with more wisdom within than most. This quote is from Snuff.
"Goodness is about what you do. Not what you pray to."
I think that says enough. Goodness, not God-ness. *Places the microphone on the stand and quietly sits down.
#gnuterrypratchett #peace
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
Grief, clings to you,
like the sticky weed
you threw as a kid.
It builds up,
slowly dragging on you.
Sometimes, it's only when
you realise who or what has died,
that you realise that weight,
is grief.
Sadness, leaking in to
your every day,
leaching out your colours,
leaving a pale grey husk.
And at that moment,
as the melancholic glamour falls,
you can breath,
and realise that its already gone.
Finally realised that amongst the stress at work, the sleepless nights of unease and anxiety about the next day, and the disbelief at how a manager can be so clueless to humanity and reason, that I have been grieving the end of a chapter in my life. Suddenly it makes sense, and whilst I know I need to make chamges, look for new work, maybe even retrain, I have grieved enough now, and it is ok to look forward now.
#poetry #change
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
I always see people who are linux savi who can help. I am looking to change over at some point soon, and will be reaching out to the community here, though i'm UK based, and have little experience tbh
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
Booked ticket :blob_cat_innocent:
Full link for Felixstowe online for your website:
https://felixstowebookfestival.co.uk/events/robin-ince-let-the-quiet-ones-rise-poems-about-standing-up-and-standing-out
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
I love the quote from Tanita Tikaram on the back page. I'm looking forward to getting this
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
My favorite Terry Pratchett quote (and my fedi-header) came to my mind:
"Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. No matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness has got there first, and is waiting for it".
Today I saw this quote from a new point of view. Wherever we look ahead, we see war, violence and hatred there. TV's showing bad things in every corner of the world, and a dark future wherever we look.
But instead, we should pull back and focus on where we are now, and look to being in the light, and not think of the darkness ahead.
I think Sir PTerry was maybe even wiser than I already thought, and I already had him rated v highly.
#gnuterrypratchett #quakers #lightinthedark #TerryPrachett
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
They could prevent it from happening if they cared.
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield
He/him/his, medicated autistic parent, data analyst & Discworld enthusiast now in his 40's. Lifelong battler with mental health issues, & struggle with adapting to a world with flexible ethics & morals. Ally of LGBTQ+, disabilities, cultures, & hater of those who tout freedom of speech but use it to victimise & abuse. Avatar is a white sketch on black page of a male, with shirt, & head made up of scribbles (how I feel most days). I write poetry as therapy sometimes. https://allpoetry.com/Northfield