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@RustyCrab@clubcyberia.co idk but I'm at a standstill after 5 months of misery Rember when I tried psychedelics? Well everything was grand until I had a traumatically bad trip. Few weeks later I started having panic attacks and moved back with my parents. Now I'm too scared to sleep at my apartment and I'm terrified of being alone for more than a few hours. The first 6 weeks, my anxiety was so bad I thought I'd have to quit my job. Christmas day I suddenly started feeling a lot better. But now I'm coasting at a constant level of dread, incapable of relaxing. The ironic thing is that I sort of got what I wanted out of psychedelics, it kinda killed my depression (now I have crippling anxiety) and gave me some very stark realizations about what's important in life. Also I'm going to church again after a decade. Moral of the story is, no matter how bad your mental health is, it can get so much worse. Don't do drugs kids.

@SuperSnekFriend@poa.st been going to church weekly for the 1st time in 12 years