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Morothar ☿

@morothar@universeodon.com
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gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis;
trans nonbinary #IAmNonBinary, She/Her (or It/Its)
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Morothar ☿
@morothar@universeodon.com

gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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Morothar ☿
Morothar ☿
@morothar@universeodon.com

gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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@morothar@universeodon.com · 1d ago
RE: https://universeodon.com/@morothar/116226862599731144 Update: First impression is unexpectedly good. But as this is a research chemical, meaning that there are no studies, especially not for mid-term or long-term, I will instead make sure to talk to my psychiatrist in order to make a plan on trying out other ADHD stimulant medications. 3-FPO, **if** it gets the research and **if** it turns out to be safe, will not become an ADHD medication in many years, and it may well be that it never happens because of some problematic effects. But the 5mg I took yestarday and today (as was the plan, I will switch back to methylphenidate tomorrow), had a great effect on my executive function. I am a messy person and I was able to do some cleaning and tidying up. The desk in front of me never was that clean and empty! So, yes, I like this effect and hopefully my psychiatrist and I will be find out that one of the other ADHD medications is just as effective but proven to be safe!
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Morothar ☿
@morothar@universeodon.com

gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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@morothar@universeodon.com · Feb 26, 2026
Got up real early today and I'm already on my way to the office! Not because of some hustle lifestyle or productivity delusion... No, my brain and my cat decided that 3.5 hours is the maximum amount of sleep I'm allowed to have... 😩🫩
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Morothar ☿
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gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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@morothar@universeodon.com · Feb 25, 2026
@feodoric@beige.party I really hope so as well, but it won't come easy I'm afraid. And yes, the whole thing went really against my sense of veracity (see the "Triad of Distinction" by Autistamatic)
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gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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Morothar ☿
@morothar@universeodon.com

gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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@morothar@universeodon.com · Feb 25, 2026
@punishmenthurts@autistics.life Thank you! Yeah... Some other people who are longer in the company and they shared their own run-ins with the particular person. It's definitely not me. Yet I believe I will have hard time resolving the whole situation. But we'll see, I don't feel helpless and I am mostly regulated again.
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Morothar ☿
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gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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Morothar ☿
Morothar ☿
@morothar@universeodon.com

gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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@morothar@universeodon.com · Feb 23, 2026
Producer has a deep mistrust regarding me. She now denies she ever used the wording that I misunderstood but says I "misunderstood" a clear and direct statement, implying I did it on purpose. Further she fully believed when someone said that I had involved another person in order to go over her head. It's obvious she takes me for a manipulative person, someone capable of absolute devious behavior. I don't know why nor what purpose this would serve. I'm passionate about my job and I often go the extra mile to ensure that other departments get their needs for the tools fulfilled fast and in good quality. I seek smooth and effective collaboration. Yet I'm treated as if were looking for conflict and enjoyed sabotaging the very project that needs to be successful for me and others even having a job. With that level of distrust, I don't know how to go forward... #ActuallyAutistic #AuDHD
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gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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Morothar ☿
@morothar@universeodon.com

gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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@morothar@universeodon.com · Feb 23, 2026

Current mood: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jm932Sqwf5E

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@morothar@universeodon.com

gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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@morothar@universeodon.com · Feb 21, 2026
@LeelaTorres@ieji.de Anrede als Pflichtfeld find ich eh schwierig. Braucht wirklich niemand! Ich freu mich aber fast ein wenig, dass wenigstens mal überhaupt mehr als Herr/Frau steht. Aber die Umsetzung ist ein Hinweis auf die lustigen Dinge, die man erwarten kann, wenn "Divers" plötzlich als Anrede verwendet wird, was es eben nicht ist. Mir fallen tausend Varianten ein, wie man quasi alles um gesetzliche Geschlechter hätte besser umsetzen können als das da. Und dann fällt mir ein, wie oft ich nur Mann/Frau wählen kann, mir jegliche Energie mich zu beschweren oder zu klagen fehlen. Dann seufze ich laut und mache müde mit dem Ausfüllen des Formulars weiter...
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Morothar ☿
@morothar@universeodon.com

gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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@morothar@universeodon.com · Feb 20, 2026

ADHD let me forget to be somewhere I promised and wanted to be. Two hours ago.
I'm not mad at myself... just very disappointed. :(

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gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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Morothar ☿
Morothar ☿
@morothar@universeodon.com

gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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@morothar@universeodon.com · Feb 20, 2026
It's weird how my team and I keep getting praised and thanked for the work we do by basically any department. Except for Production.
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Morothar ☿
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gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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Morothar ☿
Morothar ☿
@morothar@universeodon.com

gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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@morothar@universeodon.com · Feb 19, 2026

Shouldn't a producer be able to make decisions, preferably based on facts, and then communicate them.
For month things get delayed, meetings moved, but I'm being told I should wait with investing *free* time into something.
Two weeks ago I was told: "I'm not telling you that you shouldn't start now.", which I took as a permission to finally start. Apparently they wanted me to wait until I got an "official Go", which I found today, after my team already made absolutely mind-blowing progress.
Yet, that "Go" also constantly gets harder to get, a requested timeline projection is now a required warerfall project plan.
I keep giving facts and thoroughly prepared reasons about everything regarding the thing, but so far I only am given vagueness and uncertainty. And hints of more delays.

Soooo.... what the actual fuck?!

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Morothar ☿
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gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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Morothar ☿
Morothar ☿
@morothar@universeodon.com

gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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@morothar@universeodon.com · Feb 15, 2026

Zufällig in "Die Inselärztin" gelandet (bei den Schwiegereltern)...
Die Darstellung der ansässigen Bürger*innen ist ja schaurig kolonial, die großteils dunkelhäutigen Anwohner werden als Kuriosität dargestellt: es wird getrommelt, Feste muten nach Stammestanz an, etc. Gleichermaßen sind sie wohl ausschließlich arm und hilfsbedürftig. Die weißen Protagonisten sind wohltätige Retter.

Und sowas ist von 2018, steckt aher fest in vergangenen Jahrhunderten.

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Morothar ☿
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gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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Morothar ☿
@morothar@universeodon.com

gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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@morothar@universeodon.com · Feb 12, 2026
Last night I slept only 5 hours. Had a long but okay workday. Commute took a total of 3.5 hours. Now, please explain to me: Why the fuck am I in an exceptionally good mood?! Confusion is me!!!!
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Morothar ☿
@morothar@universeodon.com

gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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@morothar@universeodon.com · Feb 12, 2026
This week the producer wanted me to prioritize him over implementing a critical feature that's needed next week. Since he never gave me in writing that he'll take responsibility for any problems and delays that could result in, I kept on coding. I had to ask for that and he just stalled. So it still cost me a few hours of hyperfocused coding. I can't get over the fact that they believe that they are so important that I would just drop the ball on things that objectively matter more than some excel sheet (and I know that that particular sheet has no actual impact on the overall project which 100+ people work on).
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@morothar@universeodon.com · Feb 11, 2026
Rebuilding an App from scratch is basically just a very, very thorough Refactoring. Right?
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I refuse to believe that humans fighting and killing each other is ingrained human nature. In addition, I absolutely reject that this alleged trait is in any way a good thing. It's an omnipresent lie
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Morothar ☿
Morothar ☿
@morothar@universeodon.com

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@morothar@universeodon.com · Feb 01, 2026
You know, "It's just human nature" as an excuse for horrible things!
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Morothar ☿
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gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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@morothar@universeodon.com · Feb 01, 2026
I refuse to believe that humans fighting and killing each other is ingrained human nature. In addition, I absolutely reject that this alleged trait is in any way a good thing. It's an omnipresent lie and framing that serves the power-hungry and broken beings. Humanity thrives on community instead!
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Morothar ☿
Morothar ☿
@morothar@universeodon.com

gamedev, programming, recreational hypnosis; trans nonbinary # IAmNonBinary , She/Her (or It/Its) # AuDHD Occult Explorer & Aspiring Enchantress

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@morothar@universeodon.com · Feb 01, 2026
Imbolc feels like an alarm clock at 6am... it's not my time, I'm just gonna sleep in. Anyways: To everyone celebrating, have a great one! #Imbolc #imbolg
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