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I never knew who I was. I still don't know who I am. It doesn't matter anyway.
I never knew who I was. I still don't know who I am. It doesn't matter anyway.
Not yet definitive, maybe I need to change some aspects or proportions within it. #occult #ritual #sigil #lilith #lucifer #hekate #shiva #kali #pombagira #trishul #drawing #chalk
I never knew who I was. I still don't know who I am. It doesn't matter anyway.
It's the 2nd time in the same day that this crappy smartphone became unresponsive and ended up calling emergency against my will. "911, what's your emergency?" "Sorry, Android dialed emergency because THERE'S NO FUCKING WAY TO DISABLE THE EMERGENCY SHORTCUT BECAUSE ITS FOR MY FUCKING 'SECURITY' THAT I CANT DISABLE THINGS ON THE PHONE I PURCHASED WITH MY OWN FUCKING MONEY BECAUSE SOCIETY REQUIRES ME A FUCKING PHONE TO EXIST IN THIS SHITHOLE PLANET AND I CAN'T OPT OUT OF IT.. uh, sorry, again"
I never knew who I was. I still don't know who I am. It doesn't matter anyway.
I call out to Lucifer the Morning Star
Great and most beautiful from all archangels
Name's Legion for thou are many
I call out for thy forbidden knowledge
Take me to thy counterpart's path
Enlighten me through Her darkness
May thy light and Her darkness be as One
Eons long gone, either Your Wills shall be done, nemA
I never knew who I was. I still don't know who I am. It doesn't matter anyway.
Humanity died of COVID-19 back in the peak of pandemic. Either that, or I myself died of COVID-19 somewhere in 2020s. But there's a slight caveat: while we're told that death is when the consciousness ceases, there are eight-ish minutes of hallucination after oxygen stopped circulating through my body. Turns out all the years since COVID-19 have been, in fact, those very minutes of brain hallucination. I already died: now I just want my fucking consciousness to cease once and for all.
I never knew who I was. I still don't know who I am. It doesn't matter anyway.